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Charlie’s Death Wasn’t Political – Here’s Why

Charlie Kirk was not shot because he was a Republican whom Democrats hated. Look essentially anywhere conservatives gather online right now, and that’s the message being spread: “those evil Democrats… this is their fault for calling us Nazis and racists for years.”
To be fair, there is certainly a level of truth to this; if you insist long enough that someone is evil and a threat to society, the logical effect is that people will eventually try to silence them, sometimes violently. Words matter. Dehumanization always bears the bitter fruit of destruction.
But in my understanding, it is one of the Devil’s greatest successes to convince humans that other humans are the enemy—when in fact, it is him.
Charlie was not killed because of partisanship. He was killed because he spoke the truth of God’s Word and of the gospel, and the Devil used a depraved human being to commit murder. To silence him and the truth he spoke.
And here’s where Christians must pause. One of the worst things conservatives could do right now is to wage war against “the other side.” Because who are they, really? They are people—men and women made in the image of God—who have not yet come to faith in Christ or been transformed by the Holy Spirit. And truthfully, there are plenty on “our side” who are also unsaved and unregenerate; we just tend to ignore them because they’re “less wrong” than people on the side we dislike more.
But our battle is not against fellow image-bearers. This is a spiritual battle.
“For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places.” (Ephesians 6:12)
If you, like myself, trust the Bible to tell you the truth about everything, then you already know this: if Scripture tells us who the enemy is, it will also tell us how to fight that enemy.
Paul continues,
“Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand firm. Stand therefore, having fastened on the belt of truth, and having put on the breastplate of righteousness, and, as shoes for your feet, having put on the readiness given by the gospel of peace. In all circumstances take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming darts of the evil one; and take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God, praying at all times in the Spirit, with all prayer and supplication. To that end, keep alert with all perseverance, making supplication for all the saints…” (Ephesians 6:13–18).If you’ve been online since Charlie’s murder, you’ve seen the reactions: “we have to fight more than ever” or “they’ve f**ked around long enough and they’re about to find out.”
I understand the grief and anger behind these statements—but I cannot agree with their sentiment. The most important thing we can do right now is this is not to enact vengeance and start a revolution. The most important thing you can do right now is this: know your Bible more than you know the headlines. Share the gospel more than you share memes. Speak truth in a way that does not shy away from the reality of evil, but yet gives grace to those who hear.
“Therefore, having put away falsehood, let each one of you speak the truth with his neighbor, for we are members one of another. Be angry and do not sin; do not let the sun go down on your anger, and give no opportunity to the devil. Let the thief no longer steal, but rather let him labor, doing honest work with his own hands, so that he may have something to share with anyone in need. 29 Let no corrupting talk come out of your mouths, but only such as is good for building up, as fits the occasion, that it may give grace to those who hear. And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, by whom you were sealed for the day of redemption. Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slander be put away from you, along with all malice. Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you.
(Ephesians 4:25-32)
Building higher walls of division will not honor Charlie’s legacy, nor will it advance the Kingdom. Jesus called evil what it was, but He also sat at the table with those on “the other side.” He didn’t mock them or write them off—He told them exactly where they stood before God in their sin, yes, but He also taught them, reasoned with them, and invited them into truth. Yes, Christ will eventually allow someone to reap the end of the path they insist on walking, but not without giving them the chance to accept life first.
This is not about “being nice” or staying silent. Christians must continue to speak truth boldly into a culture that is rapidly abandoning God. But let’s be clear: Charlie was not assassinated because of Democrats. He was assassinated because of the fallen human condition—sin—that can only be healed and redeemed through Christ.
And we must remember this: Democrats are not the enemy. Republicans are not the enemy. No political victory will fix what is broken. Only Jesus can. And our mission, even in grief, is to point people back to Him.
So what now?
We grieve. We lament. We name evil for what it is. But then—we fight the right battle, with the right weapons. We pick up the sword of the Spirit, not the sword of vengeance. We put on the armor of God, not the armor of political rage.
Let us honor Charlie and Christ, not by hardening our hearts in anger, but by softening them toward the lost. Let us respond to hatred with gospel courage, to division with gospel peace, and to despair with gospel hope.
The days ahead will not get easier. Scripture tells us plainly that evil will grow darker until Christ returns. But that is not a reason for despair—it is a summons to faithfulness. So, Church, rise up. Be watchful. Pray fervently. Speak truth boldly. Love relentlessly. Live as if Jesus really is the only answer—because He is.
The blood of the martyrs has always been the seed of the Church. May Charlie’s death not stir us to bitterness, but to deeper faithfulness. May it remind us that time is short, eternity is real, and the gospel is still the power of God unto salvation.
And may we never forget: our real enemy is already defeated.
-M
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Stepping Into The Void


Let me start out by making something clear – I wasn’t someone who followed Charlie Kirk closely. I’m choosey about who I let on my press the follow button on, and he hadn’t quite made the cut yet, but I always enjoyed his videos debating when the algorithm brought him across my screen. I admired his boldness in speaking the gospel, as so few in the political sphere have the gumption to do. I admired and full-stop agreed with his stance on life and the sanctity of human life. But I also would forget he existed for days at a time until another video came up.
That didn’t stop me from needing to pull over and sob on the side of the road Wednesday, September 10th, 2025. First it was just the breaking headlines, then the videos started. Before seeing the video, I assumed he was going to be fine. I assumed this, because every attempted political assassination I’ve lived through has not been successful. Once I saw the video, I knew he was likely already dead. I’ve never gone to medical school, but I know enough about anatomy and physiology to know the wound was deadly. I prayed, for the sake of his wife and children, that the Lord would keep him here, but I knew in my spirit the answer was no.
This blog post isn’t me processing out my feelings – that’s what my four page journal entry this morning was for.
This blog post is me re-entering the discussion around our country and what’s going on inside it.
Since getting pregnant at the beginning of the year, I’ve had a shift inwardly of priorities. I’m about to be a mom and I’ve been focused on building my home. I had decided, without really thinking about it, that there were enough other people talking about politics and faith and our country to buy me being silent.
Last night I woke up about every hour, with Charlie and his family being on my mind. I had dreams about him – about the void he left and silence taking over that space. I was reminded about something he said once, and it resonated and bounced around my brain all night as I alternated sleeping and wakefulness – “When people stop talking, that’s when things get violent.”
So this morning, after prayer and thought, I’m taking up the keyboard and the microphone again to talk about the issues and rot going on in our country through a christian lense. I’m no Charlie Kirk, but I am myself. I have things to say and I have the small group of followers and influence that God has given me.
Charlie’s life has left a gaping hole here on earth, especially in the hearts of his wife and children. But It brings tears to my eyes every time I think of how he must have run into the arms of Jesus yesterday – how two men who would talk to everyone now get to sit together for eternity and talk about everything together.
In closing, I’ll post again my mission statement, both for my own reminding and to help you better understand the “why” behind what I do here.
To glorify the Creator.
To reason together.
To ask many question.
To seek the throne for answers.
The love and give grace whenever possible.
To rebuke when necessary.
To defend the Gospel of Truth.
To share truth with a sick and dying culture.
To expose the schemes of the enemy in the light of truth.
To link shields with brothers and sisters in the faith.
To wield the sword of the spirit with excellence.
To praise.
To lift hands to heaven.
To hold the line.
To help those who are stumbling.
To help the wounded soldiers home.
To glorify He who is Mighty.
-M
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Submission Isn’t About the Paycheck

A question I often hear from Christian women is: “How can I submit to my husband when I make more money than he does?”
It’s an interesting question—because it assumes submission is tied to income. I understand how we get there: traditionally, the husband is seen as the provider, and earning the paycheck can feel like the “in charge” role. But Scripture doesn’t link leadership to dollars.
Let’s look closer. Any money you or your husband earn ultimately belongs to God. He entrusts those resources to your family to steward well—for His kingdom, for generosity, and for your household’s good. Whether it’s your paycheck or his, the purpose is the same: to strengthen the family, not to establish hierarchy.
Submission isn’t about who brings home more; it’s about obedience to the role God has given you. Earning more money doesn’t erase the call to respect your husband. Flip the question around: what if your husband said he didn’t need to love or provide for you because his paycheck was big enough? We’d all remind him that his biblical call is to love and sacrifice as Christ loves the church.
Sisters, your submission is about something far greater than money—it’s about honoring God’s design. And when we walk in that design, we protect the very reputation of His Word: “Train the young women to love their husbands and children… be kind, and submissive to their own husbands, that the word of God may not be reviled” (Titus 2:4–5).
So take heart—your worth and position are not measured by your income, but by Christ. Whether your paycheck is large, small, or nonexistent, God sees your obedience, honors your trust in Him, and uses your submission as a powerful testimony of His wisdom and love. Keep your eyes on things above and remain faithful to Him!
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Is Donald Trump the Next King David?

Today Donald Trump will be sworn in as our 47th president. I am thankful that Donald Trump is being sworn in instead of Kamala Harris. I, along with millions of others, breathe a sigh of relief that we are not swearing in a President with an aggressive abortion and woke transgender ideology agenda. I agree with many that Donald Trump is a lesser of two evils in this scenario.
However, this does not mean that he is a good option. Less evil, unfortunately, still means evil.
In recent years, really since the 2020 kerfuffle about the election supposedly being stolen, certain circles have given rise to the idea that Donald Trump is this generation’s “King David”. That he is somehow anointed and a powerful force for the Lord. That God is using Trump in big ways, and Trump is being a warrior for God’s causes in the nation. That he is an amazing Christian who maybe just has some behavior we don’t like, as long as we don’t look too hard. To assert that Donald Trump is an equivalent to David is a statement that we should take seriously, as David was called by God, a man after His own heart. So, to elevate Trump to this level is a serious claim.
To this assertion about Trumps character, salvation, and morals, I have one main rebuttal to offer, in the form of a question.
When has Donald Trump made a public confession of faith?
By this, I do not mean the numerous times he has said “Thank God” after a victory, or quoted a scripture, or allowed someone to pray for him.
I have a dear friend who is a practicing pagan, and she does these very same things. She allows me to pray for her, may reference a scripture, and slips in a “Thank god” here and there. This does not make her a Christian, and she would be the first to admit that, with zeal!
By confession of faith, I mean, Trump confessing publicly that Jesus Christ is Lord, came to die for his sins, and that he believes in and follows Him with his whole heart now.
In fact, after the attempt on his life earlier this year, Donald Trump said this when asked about his faith. “If I’m good, I’m going to heaven. If I’m bad, I’m going to someplace else like…over there, right? But it [faith] gives you…there’s something so good, like, for a country.”
Prior to this, when asked if he ever asked God for forgiveness, Trump said this with much laughter and light heartedness: “I am not sure I have. I just go on and try to do a better job from there. I don’t think so. I think if I do something wrong, I think, I just try and make it right. I don’t bring God into that picture. I don’t.”
Further, when given the option to share his faith or even his favorite Bible verse, Trump routinely backs away slowly, claiming it is too personal or not something that is a big part of his life. On the rare occasions he has quoted a scripture, his eyes are glued to the script and his quotations have often been incorrect. This is not behavior of a man who is passionate or knowledgable about the word of God.
He has said things like, “This country needs a savior, and that’s not me, that’s someone much higher than me.”
At best, these types of beliefs are christian-adjacent. Remember, even the demons acknowledge that God exists and believe in Him. These statements show that Trump has a fundamental mis-understanding of the Gospel and what Jesus Christ came to do. Specifically, on the issue of being “good enough”, I wonder if he is familiar with any New Testament writings regarding how we “get to heaven”. Here are a few that come to mind.
“I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.” (John 14:6)
“Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to mankind by which we must be saved.” (Acts 4:12)
“None is righteous, no not one. All have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God.” (Romans 3:10)
“If you declare with your mouth, ‘Jesus is Lord,’ and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, then you will be saved” (Romans 10:9)
One cannot be “good enough” to get into heaven. Righteousness and propitiation for our sins comes only through believing in the finished work of Jesus Christ on the cross, His death, and His resurrection for our sins. Our salvation comes only by His blood over us to cleans us from all unrighteousness, as we believe in Him.
Donald Trump’s professed beliefs do not resemble Kind David, who shouted his faith with zeal any time he was given the opportunity. We could draw the similarity that they’ve both dealt with infidelity, scandal, and public shame. This is a justified similarity. David was not the faithful husband of one wife, purposefully murdered and lied to cover an affair, and there are multiple areas of God’s law that he broke.
However.
David, when faced with the reality of his sin with Bathsheba (or any other sin) while initially trying to hide it, very quickly broke down and confessed. He repented publicly and directly, and did what was in his power to make the situation right. David in every way sought the Lord’s heart, and acknowledged him publicly and without shame in everything he did. David’s life is marked by humility and penitence before the Lord. What made David and man after God’s own heart was the fact that he always returned to God, and praised the Lord’s power in his life.
Trump is not King David in any sense of the word. Rather, (from all apparent evidence that Trump provides) Trump’s beliefs and morals actually more resemble those of Benjamin Franklin, who thought that Christianity was good for a people, but not necessary for individual moral growth.
Like Trump, Benjamin Franklin made many illusions to scripture in his writings and speeches, acknowledged that the Church was good for a society, and even went so far as to write articles supporting the existence of God. However, he did not claim Christianity, nor Christ as his personal Lord and savior. Franklin was a Diest. He believed that there was an infinite creator of the world, but that there was no need for he himself to have a personal, saving relationship with Him. He didn’t think he needed saving.
Remember what Trump said about not needing to bring God into his mistakes?
We can actually see a fair amount of parallels between the lives of Franklin and Trump. While Franklin was a founding father and profoundly instrumental in the formation of our country, his personal life was one of scandal and infidelity. He never formally/legally married his wife, as there were complications with her former marriage that made this impossible. While “married”, he spent much time abroad, living out numerous elicit affairs and was known for his flirtations, even while married.
Franklin did huge things politically, but that does not equate being a saved and regenerated Christian.
So what’s my point here? Despite what about 50% of readers are likely thinking right now, no I do not have Trump Derangement Syndrome, and I’m not intending to just dump all Trump’s trash out. He’s done that well enough on his own and the evidence of his life is plainly laid out for anyone to see.
I am hoping this post will offer a gentle but needed check to the dangers of elevating Donald Trump to the level of one who God called “after his own heart.”
“But,” people will say, “God is using Trump in so many big ways!”. This is true! God mercifully allowed Trumps surpreme court picks to be confirmed which led to the overturning of Roe Vs. Wade, and there have been plenty of other policies that he was able to pass that aligned closer with a Christian moral ethic.
And, had Kamala Harris gotten into office, God would be using her to carry out His will just as perfectly as He will use Trump anyone else.
The fact that God is using someone does not mean they are saved or righteous. The fact that someone does objectively good things does not mean they are saved or righteous. We attain righteousness through Christ alone, by Grace alone, through Faith alone.
In scripture, God used evil kings, false prophets, and a talking donkey to fulfill his will for the people. That does not mean that those people were ordained by God.
To begin to put the bow on my point here, I pray that Donald Trump will receive Jesus Christ as his Lord and Savior. I pray this because there is no evidence that he is living in relationship with Jesus, and much evidence to the contrary. I hope that everyone reading this will join me in that prayer. Because ultimately, it doesn’t matter how much “good” Trump or anyone else does for the country or themselves, if they don’t know Jesus. All good works are useless and void of eternal value if not empowered and motivated by the Holy Spirit.
So, I’m thankful that Trump is being sworn in instead of Harris, but whatever good the Lord might use Trump to accomplish in the next four years will be a fleeting shadow worth nothing if he spends eternity separated from God when he inevitably dies.
Pray with me for the salvation of our new President.
He who is Mighty has done a great thing!
-M-
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Praise and Prayer

Lately, I’ve been thinking about having spiritual habits. By this, I mean having habits of saying, praying, and doing things in obedience to Scripture that point me toward Christ, remind me of truth, and verbally or physically puts myself in places of submission. I do not mean that we can be saved or attain approval by “doing the right things.”, or checking boxes of certain behavior.
When I was younger, we took my grand parents to their Catholic church most Sundays, and hated the services. To my childhood self, the chanting, standing up and sitting down repeatedly, incense that made me cough, and readings that I couldn’t understand all added up to a categorical dislike of anything structured within religion. It seemed like a formality that I was obligated to show up for, when I’d rather be home reading a book or drawing.
As an adult now attending a Baptist church, I sometimes struggle to read aloud with congregational scripture readings, because I got into the habit of disliking the practice and have an internal tick of rebellion toward anything being expected of me. I internally feel as if structured worship is wrong. This is a stellar example that our feelings aren’t always right.
But habits that remain contained in Sunday morning are not what I’m talking about.
Here’s an example. I work in a ministry. We start out every shift with prayer, covering needs of the day, prayer for our donors, and any specific requests we have from staff. When I first started working there, I would pray for whatever was on my heart as well as whatever prayer card I had been assigned. After a few months, I closed a prayer one day with this sentence; “Lord, please help us to be encouraging and edifying to everyone we come into contact with, and glorifying to you, Amen.”
As I finished praying, I kept thinking about that phrase, and how much I liked it. In a way, that prayer sums up the basics of what I, as a Christian, want my daily life to be about. I want to encourage and edify those around me, regardless of whether they are believers or not, and glorify the Lord in how I move about my day. The next day, I found myself wanting to close my prayer in the same way. I didn’t, because, well, that would be too structured! In my mind, structure or repeated phrases equalled an inauthentic prayer.
I felt nagged by the Holy Spirit all week about that one simple sentence. The day came when I closed prayer that away again, then again. Another day I use that ending while praying with my husband before we parted ways in the morning. It soon became a regular part of my prayer life, even if I didn’t quite admit it to myself yet.
Then I started thinking about hand-raising. Yep, I’m one of those people who raises hands, claps, and says “amen!” more times than I can count on a given Sunday. My body gets involved in worship in these ways, because I can’t fly around the room in heavenly raptures like I my spirit wants to.
One day, as I raised my hands, I was wresting with a certain area of life that the song we sang described. As tears fell down my face, I upturned my palms; a physical reflection that I was handing over the issue to the Lord.
This then became a habit. When I raise my hands in worship, I often lower my head and lift my palms to heaven, as I remind myself that I am submitted to God and that His grace is the only thing in which I can boast.
The point I’m circling the drain on here is that I’ve been starting to challenge my own internal opposition to structure and spiritual habits, and I think it’s an area worth thinking about.
Our bodies (flesh) often don’t want to submit to God. We are disposed to not submit, with our built in sinful nature. While our first and foremost work to combat this sinful nature and rebellious tendency must be through prayer and meditation on the word of God, our physical bodies are involved in this process as well.
What we do with our bodies matters. How we use our bodies to interact with others matters. The way we conduct our bodies matters. The words we speak and the prayers we pray matter, because they have real affect on our brains, our thoughts, and our souls.
Either we use our bodies and voices to worship, submit, and serve, or they stagnate and turn toward selfishness.
How can you use your body to worship and serve?
“Therefore, I urge you, brothers and sisters, in view of God’s mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God—this is your true and proper worship.” Romans 12:1
He who is Mighty has done a great thing!
-M-
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Mission Statement

This blog has transformed a lot since I started in 2020. From being a personal journal of sorts, to the place I processed coming out of legalism, to losing access to it entirely in 2023, it’s been a whirlwind for sure.
As I’ve been taking my online presence more seriously, and striving to be a little “slower to speak”, I have become convicted that I needed to write down the “why”.
Why am I blogging? Why do I spend hours studying and writing a blog or podcast episode? Who am I doing this for?
I became convicted that this was important, if for no other reason than to prevent “mission drift”. I want this page to have purpose.
So here we are. Without further ado, this is the mission statement of this blog, the podcast…of my life, really.
To glorify the Creator.
To reason together.
To ask many question.
To seek the throne for answers.
The love and give grace whenever possible.
To rebuke when necessary.
To defend the Gospel of Truth.
To share truth with a sick and dying culture.
To expose the schemes of the enemy in the light of truth.
To link shields with brothers and sisters in the faith.
To wield the sword of the spirit with excellence.
To praise.
To lift hands to heaven.
To hold the line.
To help those who are stumbling.
To help the wounded soldiers home.
To glorify He who is Mighty.
He who is Mighty has done a great thing!
-M-
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On Seeking Lonely Places

Ask any introvert (ahem, yours truly) and we’ll tell you; being alone rocks! Give me my office, a Ludovico Eunaudi playlist, a good latte, my laptop, and I’m good to go! Could stay there for hours being “lonely” and come away smiling, with a sad sigh that I’m once again being forced to enter society.
I was recently reading a book that eluded to how Jesus sought out lonely places.
“Jesus often withdrew to lonely places and prayed” Luke 5:16
This is only one reference, but numerous other verses in the gospels use almost the exact words “lonely places” when referring to Jesus withdrawing alone.
The word lonely grabbed me there, and maybe it grabbed you too. Why? Because I think we as a culture associate being lonely solely as a negative thing. For myself, when I think of the word lonely, I picture a friendless person who is sad, or a bullied child who is sad, or a homeless person who is sad. Are you seeing what I’m getting at? I think we add an additional frame of sadness over the act of being alone/lonely. We picture it solely as a negative thing that must be overcome. If someone is alone for too long or out of society, people begin to worry. If we see a person sitting alone, we may feel compelled to go see if they are okay. If someone says they need time to themselves, we assume something is wrong and offer to bring over a casserole.
The word “Lonely” is defined by the Oxford Dictionary as “Sad because one has no friends or company.”
However, the word “lonely” used in the scripture reference above, and in any other reference to Jesus and “lonely places” that I could find, has a different meaning. The word used in the original text is the word “eremos”, which means solitary. Here’s some verbiage on the word provided by biblehub.com, and the Strong’s Greek Concordance.
“properly, an uncultivated, unpopulated place; a desolate (deserted) area; (figuratively) a barren, solitary place that also provides needed quiet (freedom from disturbance)”
That lends Jesus’ withdrawals a slightly different light, doesn’t it? The meaning of that word makes me question the mental image I had before; of Jesus trudging off to sit on a cliff edge somewhere and cry. (Definitely something I’ve never done, ahem). On the contrary! This word, in the context of what we know about Jesus’ ministry makes great sense.
Jesus was constantly being poured out; constantly either being disturbed, or causing a necessary disturbance. At any given time there were people around him who needed teaching, healing, rebuking, or comfort. He was constantly giving of Himself, without ever being refilled by others in ways we would consider refilling. Jesus lead a life of disturbance.
Which brings me back to eremos. Jesus “often withdrew to uncultivated, unpopulated places that provided needed quiet and freedom from disturbance.”
Again, addressing the introverts in the room; doesn’t this sound like the best day ever?? Me? In a solitary place with quiet and freedom from disturbance?? Please and thank you.
Now, I don’t think scripture mentions this just to show us that Jesus needed a break. While his withdrawals point to his humanness and need for a time of refilling, this recounting also gives us license to do the same. Jesus was fully man and fully God. He lived a perfect life, so it follows that everything He did was perfect.
Including leaving behind all the people that needed Him when He needed to be refilled. Jesus, the creator of the universe, left behind everyone who needed him when He needed to rest and pray. This included the cripples, the sick, the poor, and those in need of spiritual saving.
Even Jesus, in His humanness, had limits and acknowledged that by taking breaks.
I’m repeating myself in several different forms here because I think it is so important to get this, especially in light of how our culture tends to do things.
We pour ourselves out to others over and over, even while our spiritual tanks are well past empty. We only take time to ourselves if/when everyone else is taken care of, or when we feel like we’ve accomplished enough. But that’s not the example Jesus set here.
Jesus often withdrew.
I don’t want to assume things of scripture that it doesn’t tell us, but it is my own speculation that he did this on a somewhat planned basis. The text says often, inferring that this was at least common.
What I’m getting at here is that I think it would do us all well if we if followed Jesus’ example in this area. Our current culture either idolizes the need for loneliness, taking the form of isolation to the extreme and full fledged adults who can’t answer a phone call, or shoves it entirely to the side for the sake of productivity and hustle culture.
We’re never done with our lists, our hobbies, our families. There’s always someone we need to call, a podcast episode to listen to, or an event to get gussied up for.
Newsflash: Jesus had people that needed him constantly too. Jesus had no shortage of events he could go to. Jesus had no shortage of people who wanted to catch up with him.
Yet, He made time for what was important. Time alone, away from distractions, with the Father.
How could you follow his example? How could you slow down your life, or carve out time to be away from all the things that distract you and keep you going at a million mile per hour pace?
I have a few suggestions.
- Try scheduling a spiritual retreat day ahead of time. Look a month or two ahead; whatever timeframe works for you. Schedule a day or even just a morning to go be “lonely” somewhere with your bible and a notebook. Leave the headphones, turn off social media on your phone, and don’t talk to a friend in the car on your way there. Allow yourself time and space to be lonely with the Lord.
- If you can’t carve that much time out of your schedule, I have questions about your schedule, but that’s another blog post. But if that is the case, try driving to work in silence; no radio, no podcast, no phone calls. Be silent, or quote scripture, or pray.
- Get up an hour or half an hour earlier than you usually do, don’t take your phone with you, and go sit in a corner with your bible.
- Go on a walk after work in a (safe) secluded area where you aren’t likely to run into people. Make this a habit one or two days a week if possible. If that’s not possible, try once or twice a month.
Whatever your strategy, I believe that this practice (whatever that looks like for you) is a very beneficial one for us as human beings. We are created beings, created with limits and needs. Jesus had those same human limits as he lived on this earth, and He exampled tending to those limits.
How can you seek out lonely places?
He who is mighty has done a great thing!
-M-
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Was The United Healthcare Shooter Justified?

If you’ve been online at all recently, you’ve likely seen the posts. Posts glorifying, praising, or in general fan-girling out over how handsome a murderer is.
This young man has been charged with the pre-meditated murder of Bryan Thompson, the CEO of United Healthcare, an insurance company. He did this by either creating or purchasing a 3D printed gun, traveling to an event that Bryan Thompson was going to be at, and camping out for him. He shot him multiple times in the back and lower extremities, which lead to his death.
The shooter then escaped and his identity was unknown for a time, until he was caught a few days later at a McDonalds, after an employee and patron recoginised his face from the news.
It came out shortly afterward that he had at some point in the past suffered a severe lumbar spine injury. Initially, it was thought that he had committed this crime after insurance failed to cover his medical care, but it has since come to light that United Health was not and never had been his insurer.
The reaction from media, public figures, and the human race as a whole since his capture has been staggering to say the least. I have seen countless videos and photos posted by women, describing how they will be going to see him in jail for a conjugal visit, how he’ll be the father of their children, etc. Based on the appeal of him being a “sexy vigilante”, people are writing him off as an innocent and holding him up to be a Robin Hood kind of figure. People say that the CEO was complicit in thousands of death due to insurance issues, so the shooter did the world a favor. Many people think that he should not face any criminal charges at all.
*Sigh*
Sufficed to say, I have very strong opinions on this topic.
First of all, I believe it is categorically wrong to give murderers or mass-shooters so much publicity. You have notice I have not used his name in this article. The mere act of posting the identity and name of shooters immortalizes them and incentivizes others to follow in their steps. If someone knows they can shoot an innocent civilian based off a perceived wrong, and their cause get viral attention through their actions, they are incentivized to do so.
Secondly, on the issue of if this murder was justified, let’s look at the facts. Bryan Thompson did not himself murder a single person. We can argue the ethical and moral greivances of insurance companies not covering all care, but at the end of the day, all that can be said is that they may be potentially culpable. Now let’s look at Bryan’s supposed guilt.
People say that Bryan deserved to die because of his supposed culpability in the death of others. So…if he deserved to die because he supposedly had a part in withholding care from others…wouldn’t it follow that the man who shot him absolutely deserves to die because he directly murdered someone?
The only acceptable answer to that question is a resounding yes.
The shooter was 100% un-justified in the murder of Bryan Thompson. Let’s assume we know nothing about if Bryan is innocent or not. The shooter took the life of another human being who was not actively endangering anyone. The shooter shot a man in the back like a coward. The shooter took matters into his own hands, while acknowledging in his manifesto that he didn’t actually know how insurance worked, and wasn’t an authority on the topic at all. The shooter deprived a wife of her husband, children of their father, and parents of their son for the rest of their lives.
Again, a man who had nothing to do with the care that the shooter did or did not receive due to insurance issues.
Assuming that this man is proven guilty, I must say and encourage you to agree that, no, the United Healthcare Shooter was not justified in his willful and pre-meditated murder of an innocent man, Bryan Thompson.
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Walking in Freedom

I have really enjoyed being with you all the past few weeks as we’ve discussed our sinful condition, and our savior who is victorious. I’m now really looking forward to this post, where we’ll be looking at all the ways that we can be tactical about our sin, and Lord-willing, be victorious over temptation.
This week, we’ll look at a few key elements that will help us to be as equipped as we can be in order to battle temptation. Those elements are:
- Being in the word
- Having Time
- Being in community
I want to add a little disclaimer here at the beginning. As a recovering legalist, I really love having bumpers on my highway. I really want to know steps to take to accomplish a thing, so that I know I’ve pleased God and checked something off my list.
However, that’s not how faith works. We must walk alongside God in every situation, every step of the way, inquiring of Him what His will is for us in the present moment. We must seek to do everything in His strength, and not assume we know what He wants us to do today, because He gave us an answer yesterday.
So, as I move into this week and look at some things we can begin to practice that put us in better readiness to resist temptation, I want to make clear that there is no formula for resisting sin. No formula, that is, other than drawing near to the Lord, and resisting the devil. As we previously discussed, we must strive to do everything in the strength of the Lord, or else our actions are meaningless. Anything done in our own strength is meaningless, because only the Father is the source of goodness and holiness.
Now, let’s get into the meat of this week and the crescendo I’ve been building toward. How do we battle temptation? What are biblical principles that we can harness? How do we do this thing called walking in righteousness? How do we deal with our guilt and shame when we fail? Because we will fail. How do we take part in bearing each other’s burdens? How do we support our fellow brothers and sisters and how do we ask when we need to be supported?
That being said, let’s look at a few ways we can begin to put ourselves in the right posture to resist temptation. The first area we’re going to look at is the most important. Thinking back to last week, one of the main observations we all had about Jesus’ response to temptation was that He responded with scripture. We were all in agreement that scripture was then, and is now all sufficient to combat temptation and to remind ourselves of biblical truths.
In order to resist temptation, we must be firmly rooted in God’s word.
For a believer, the Word of the Lord is not optional; it is essential. It is the foundation of our faith, the guide for our lives, and the source of our strength in the battle against sin and temptation. Through the Scriptures, we come to know God, discern truth, resist temptation, and grow in righteousness. Regularly engaging with the Word is key to living out our calling as faithful followers of Christ, and it helps us become more like Him in every area of our lives.
Think of how we looked at Jesus example last week: every time temptation came His way, his weapon to fight back was scripture alone. So…if we aren’t saturated in scripture….if we deprive ourselves our our weapon…what do we have to battle with?
2 Timothy 3:16-17 – “All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, so that the servant of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work.”
What I think is interesting about this passage is the different actions the Word of God is credited as useful for. We have Teaching, Rebuking, Correcting, and Training in Righteousness. Basically, the word of God is useful for telling us everything we should be doing, everything we shouldn’t be doing, anything we need to change about what we’re doing, and…in case anything falls into a gray area, it is useful for training us under the broad umbrella of righteousness, and the ability to do any good work. When you start to get into the weeds of how that plays out in the life of a believer, the implications are truly asstounding. We all know that living in righteousness is not a simple thing. Yet we see in scripture that the word of God is all sufficient for showing us the way.
Romans 15:4 – “For everything that was written in the past was written to teach us, so that through the endurance taught in the Scriptures and the encouragement they provide we might have hope.”
Hebrews 4:12 – “For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to divide soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.”
An elder at our church recently had something interesting to say on the subject of a two edged sword, as he is teaching through Revelation. He mentioned how in a battle scenario, a single edged sword wouldn’t move as fast. The person wielding it would need to pause at the end of a stroke and spin it around before slicing the enemy again. A two edged sword, however, can be in constant cycle of motion. No matter where the sword would be in its arc, the enemy would never be safe to approach it from any angle, because every angle has a sharp edge.
That’s just how it is with the Lord and the enemy! No matter what angle the lies of the enemy try to come from, the word of the Lord is there to slice them to bits, for our saving and the Lord’s Glory. When the enemy comes against us, with ill intent for our hearts and affections, we don’t have some impotent little dagger that we have to try to fling around. We can go barbarian on that defeated little serpent with the word of God and puree his lies like a blender!
Psalm 119:11 – “I have hidden your word in my heart that I might not sin against you.”
Psalm 119:98-112 – “Oh how I love your law! It is my meditation all the day. Your commandment makes me wiser than my enemies, for it is ever with me. I have more understanding than all my teachers, for your testimonies are my meditation. I understand more than the aged, for I keep your precepts. I hold back my feet from every evil way, in order to keep your word. I do not turn aside from your rules, for you have taught me. How sweet are your words to my taste, sweeter than honey to my mouth! Through your precepts I get understanding; therefore I hate every false way. Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path. I have sworn an oath and confirmed it, to keep your righteous rules. I am severely afflicted; give me life, O LORD, according to your word! Accept my freewill offerings of praise, O LORD, and teach me your rules. I hold my life in my hand continually, but I do not forget your law. The wicked have laid a snare for me, but I do not stray from your precepts. Your testimonies are my heritage forever, for they are the joy of my heart. I incline my heart to perform your statutes forever, to the end.”
The word of the Lord in the life of a believer is not optional. It is our sword in the spirit and our shield to ward off the fiery darts of the enemy (Ephesians 6). It is our training in righteousness. It is the lamp to our feet that we may not stumble. It is our endurance. It is our hope. It is the reason we know our sin exists. It is the reason we know God. It is the reason we know our Savior.
Now the theory of all that is well and fine. Scripture is great, right? It’s lovely words on a page that comfort us and help us know our place and function in this world better. But what is the place of scripture when we’re about to lose our minds at our husbands over something? What is the place of scripture when we’ve seen an explicit image and really want to go back for a second take? What is the place of scripture when you’re all alone and no one would know if you indulged in “that sin”? What is the place of scripture when you’ve opened up a pornography website and wrestling with the desires of your flesh and the less-fun path that the Holy spirit inside you is pleading that you take?
What is the role of scripture in those ugly moments when we feel the least worthy of it’s grace, and we are in most need of its sanctifying work?There are a few points that I will offer here, on the tactical side as well as some more broad theoretical ideas.
First off, you can use scripture to pray. This serves a dual purpose, because when we use scripture to pray, we are simultaneously reminding ourselves of truth, as well as verbally and physically submitting ourselves. We talked back in week one about how verbalizing our sinful thoughts and temptations can be one of the steps to sinning, when we’re trying to see if we can sneak our sin under the radar and see if people around us are okay with it.
An example would be something like this. “Oof, that TV show everyone is talking about has some bad scenes in it, but I’m really wanting to know how it ended. I’m sure I can just skip the parts as they come up. That should be okay, right?”
This is an unhealthy way to approach that temptation. It is completely void of biblical principles, and is operating completely in human understanding. In this scenario, the person being tempted is really just looking for a way to justify what the flesh wants, even as they feel the tension of the holy spirit within them telling them that this desire really doesn’t line up with God.
Verbalizing our temptations, however, can also be a step in resisting the temptation. If I’m feeling tempted toward a certain area, I can speak that aloud with scripture to bring my sin into the light of God and seek his help. Picture something like this.
“Lord, I’m feeling really tempted to watch that show again. My flesh is telling me it’ll be okay, but I know that your word says otherwise. I know it’ll be hard to skip anything because it’s all so gripping. Lord, please help me to submit to your will. You say in your word that if we resist the devil, he must flee from us. Help me to resist. I commit to resist, in your strength, so the enemy and my own sinful desires must flee from me and my flesh must submit to your will. I will not unite the members of my body, which is a temple of the holy spirit, with this sin. Lord, please give me your strength and let your holy spirit reign supreme in all I do.”
Another example of handling temptation in an unhealthy way would be. “Man, my friend said something that is really offensive and hurt my feelings. Little do they know I have some verbal replies that will tear them down and show how little they are. Just wait until I see them again. I’ve been in the right all this time and now I’m going to show it.
A healthier approach would be to take those emotions to the Lord in Prayer. “Lord, I am really angry about what my friend said. It hurts my feelings, it makes me feel small, and I am really wanting to reply in my anger. I feel like my anger is justified because I have been wronged here. But Lord, I know that this response of anger will not be glorifying to you or bring my friend closer to Christ. Lord, I feel a hair away from just sending them a text to spit out what I have to say. I feel weak and I feel so so angry. Lord, in my weakness, please let your power be on display. You tell me in your word that a kind answer turns away wrath, but a quick response churns up anger. I know your will toward me is kindness and righteousness, so I know that is how you would have be respond to my friend, as your image bearer. Lord, please let me be the hands and feet of Christ in this interaction, and turn the other cheek as you did. Give me a response that benefits those who hear and gives grace to the listener. Lord, I submit my hands and my mouth to you, please, let the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart be pleasing to you. I submit my flesh to your will.”
Now, I must add a disclaimer here. Speaking words like the prayers I just offered is not a quick fix in and of itself. You can’t just pray the words and then move on with life as if a prayer is a nice bow on the box of a job well done and that’s all there is for you to do. Depending on the temptation, you may need to keep praying repetitively for minutes, hours, or even days depending on the temptation. We may need to continue to crucify our flesh with the holy spirit and scripture. We know from scripture that we need to bear our cross daily for Christ. And we know from life that resisting temptation is not a singularity. We live lives of being tempted. We live in the tension every millisecond of our lives, between righteousness and evil. We are never done battling temptation.
Now you may be thinking, how can I say I submit my flesh to the Lord, if what I’m really feeling is like diving into sin? Isn’t it lying to say that I’m submitting if my emotions really aren’t? That is a perfectly valid question, and it is one that I’ve asked of myself. To that I would say that obedience is an objectively good thing we must do, despite how we feel. If we wait to submit to God or do his will until our emotions line up, we will be waiting a very long time to submit to the Lord and living a very spiritually stunted life.
On the flip side, though, if we keep choosing to submit to God, despite how we feel, our feelings will eventually catch up. Being obedient to God does not leave us feeling left out and like we got the short end of the stick. That’s not God’s plan for us. Choosing righteousness is not to mean we will always feel left out and deprived. None of us get the short end of the stick in God’s kingdom; despite the brokenness we experience in this world, each one of us is given abundant spiritual life in the Lord, even if that means missing out on some “fun” sin experiences.
Living in obedience is a continual lifestyle choice, motivated and sustained by the Holy Spirit through a lifetime. It is not an isolated action or moment of resistance here and there throughout our day. To follow Jesus is to lead a radical resistance against the devil in our hearts, and constantly surrender our hearts to Jesus.
To be extremely practical about how scripture can help us interact with our sin in a way that leads to victory, consider these ideas:
Is there a physical space where you face temptation more often than others? Do you want to dive into the snack drawer when you get home every day? Is your bedroom a place where your phone habits are harder to control? Do you always yell at your kids during schoolwork time because of their misbehavior and your own temper issues? Do you always view things you shouldn’t on the computer in your bedroom?
What scriptures can you arm yourself with before you enter those places? Can you put a sticky note with scripture on the snack drawer about gluttony?
Can you have a mature christian friend that you can have a standing phone call with to pray after you get home from work, while you’re still in the car?
Can you start your day with quoting scripture while you’re in the shower?
Can you put a scripture verse on your steering wheel and recite it when you get in and out of your car throughout the day?
Can you get a water bottle with a scripture verse on it and read that verse every time you take a drink?
Can you listen to a chapter of scripture every day while you load the dishwasher?
Whatever your strategy, I would encourage each and every one of you to find ways that you can get the word of God into your mind and soul every day. It is our most crucial weapon to have at hand.
We covered this briefly in week one, but I’d like to dwell on it a little now. It is very difficult to do any of this “sin battling” if you don’t have time. If you are rushing from appointment to appointment with no downtime or margin for God in our lives.
In order to resist temptation, you must have time for our spiritual health
It is important to have time, because our spiritual health and walk with Jesus is the most important thing in our lives. Now, notice that I did not say it “needs to be” or “should be.” Our spiritual health is the most important thing in our lives whether we make it a priority or not. It stays at a level one importance whether we think we’re doing alright, or acknowledge that we need Jesus more than ever.
To ignore our sin or neglect it out of laziness, is like knowing there is a bomb counting down under our bed, so we just move to the next room over so we can’t hear it ticking down. The bomb still exists, it is still ticking down the time, and it will still destroy our life if we don’t call in the bomb squad.
I’ll quote here again something I referenced in week one. Corrie Tenbaum says this, “If the Devil can’t make you sin, he’ll make you hurry.”
Walter Adams, the spiritual director of C.S Lewis takes this thought even a little further, “To walk with Jesus is to walk with a slow, unhurried pace. Hurry is the death of prayer and only impedes and spoils our work. It never advances it.”
Where we allocate the lion’s share of our time reveals our where we place the most value. And that’s not just me speaking, Jesus tells us in the gospel of Matthew, “For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.” That is from Matthew 6:21
Again, this is an overarching principle that can feel a little paralyzing to try and implement, so here are some practical points of thought.
Do an audit of your time. I did this recently with the help of a mature older christian woman, and discovered that I have way more time than I actually realize. Break down in detail; your work hours, how much sleep you need, and every other commitment you have. Include the time you spend on your phone, gaming online, reading magazines, or watching TV. Be brutally honest with yourself. The reality of how you use your time already exists, so don’t hold back to try and make yourself look better to yourself.
What do you do first thing in the morning? Do you reach for your phone and start scrolling? Do you sit on your bed and wait until the last possible minute until you get ready for work?
Do you wait for children to wake you up and then spiral away the rest of your day in the understandable chaos of keeping little humans alive?
Once that is done, take a look at all the blank space you have. If you don’t have blank space sufficient for prayer and scripture reading time…consider what fat you can cut. Do you really need to watch a TV show every evening? Do you need to listen to music on your morning commute, or can you listen to a book of the bible or sermon? What could you do differently about that routine? Could you wake up 10 or 20 minutes early to read a chapter of scripture and pray over your day? If a chapter is too much, could you read the verse of the day? Something that takes less than 10 seconds.
What do your lunch breaks look like? Do you scroll while you eat and then rush back to work? Could you leave your phone at your workstation, and read a passage of scripture instead, or simply sit in silence and allow yourself space to think?
We are all to be stewards of the time and gifts that the Lord has entrusted us with. If we don’t make room for Him as a priority in our schedules, no one else will do it for us.
We need to be in Community to see our own sin, to have support from the body/the church, and to follow the scriptural command to bear one another’s burdens.
Romans 15:1-2 – “We who are strong ought to bear with the failings of the weak and not to please ourselves. Each of us should please our neighbors for their good, to build them up.”
Ecclesiastes 4: 9-12 – “Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their labor. For if one falls down, his companion can lift him up; but pity the one who falls without another to help him up! Again, if two lie down together, they will keep warm; but how can one keep warm alone? And though one may be overpowered, two can resist. Moreover, a cord of three strands is not quickly broken.
I really love this passage. There’s a real sense in just three short verses of how much we need each other for our very survival, as Christian brothers and sisters. We need each other to do the work of Christ well, because none of us are capable of doing it all. We need each other to help restore one another when we fall. We need each other to help one another resist. I think that is a very important point here. While temptation is something we experience alone, we can share the process of resisting with another member of the body. I have a friend who I often call when I’m facing a certain issue, and without fail they pray with me, point me toward truth, and help bear the weight with me.
Galatians 6:1-3 – “Brothers, if anyone is caught in any transgression, you who are spiritual should restore him in a spirit of gentleness. Keep watch on yourself, lest you too be tempted. Bear one another’s burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ. For if anyone thinks he is something, when he is nothing, he deceives himself.”
But a warning here…not just anyone can be in that kind of close relationship with us. What does the text say? It says “you who are spiritual” should restore the person caught in transgression. The place of a supportive and encouraging brother and sister in your life should not be just anyone. It would be inappropriate to let an unbeliever into that area of your life and ask for their support. Because they are not indwelt by the Holy Spirit and not living off the word of God, they would very likely not be restoring you but rather leading you astray.
It is also not appropriate because even a strong believer can be caused to stumble by sin, as the text says. The text prescribes that those who are spiritual ought to do the restoring, and even then to watch themselves, lest they too be tempted.
But this text also ends in such a beautiful way. A command to bear one another’s burdens, and in doing so we fulfill the law of Christ. I love this, because it harkens us back to the new commandment that Christ gave.
John 13:34-35 – “A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another: just as I have loved you, you also are to love one another. By this all people will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.
In helping one another bear the weight of resisting sin, and the burden of our struggle, we fulfill the law of Christ, and show each other and the world that we are His.
Hebrews 10:23-25 – “Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for he who promised is faithful. And let us consider how to stir up one another to love and good works, not neglecting to meet together, as is the habit of some, but encouraging one another, and all the more as you see the Day drawing near.
Notice how considering how to stir each other up in good works…is in the same sentence as gathering together. Don’t get me wrong, in this modern world I am grateful for the ability to talk to friends on the phone while I do dishes or have a video chat with family in other states. But there is no substitute for physically being in community with our brothers and sisters in Christ. God created us to be in proximity to each other, physically.
We see this begin to be reflected and understood better by science as well. Even something as simple as a hug offered by a friend in a time of discouragement can have the following effects, because of the chemical reaction that God hard wired into our brains.
In a study conducted by Healthline in 400 adults, those who received regular hugs were less likely to get sick. In this same study, those who had physical contact with a loved one while experiencing pain, reported a lower grade of pain than those who were experiencing the pain alone.
This only scratches the surface, and doesn’t address the spiritual implication of being in physical spaces of community. But we begin to see where God hardwired us to be physically together. It is tantamount that we be in a healthy church community, and healthy christian friendships that support our health, both spiritual and physical.
1 John 1:7-9 – “But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, his Son, purifies us from all sin. If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.”
As this text says, if we are in the light with the Lord, then it follows that we have fellowship. There is a very real sense in which, if we are not walking in fellowship, we may not be walking in the light, or may at least need to reexamine our priorities.
Now, some tactical thoughts here, of course. Friendships can be hard! I totally understand and acknowledge that. It can also be very difficult to start building friendships as an adult if you haven’t done it previously. Being in a relationship, being open and vulnerable, is hard and takes a lot of faith. Our schedules are busy and it can often feel like it would just be better to keep our lives to ourselves and be a friendly smiling face once a week at church. I can feel awkward to try and instigate a friendship.
But I have good news…we’re all adults in this room, and we get to use our big people words.
As you begin to move forward in seeking relationships that move you toward christ and keep you accountable to the word, you can ask other mature sisters to be your friend or mentor. I myself went to an older christian woman and asked her to be my spiritual mother, because I was lacking that wise input into my life. I’ve asked friends to be accountability partners with me in the past. You can tell an already existing friend or an acquaintance that you want to deepen your friendship, and ask if they would like to do that with you. State your intentions clearly.
Like with our time, no one will make friends for us. We can’t move through life in a way that doesn’t leave time or space for friendships, and expect them to spawn out of the woodwork. We must put in work to being friends with people who will move us toward Christ.
I really don’t want to be closing out this week, and honestly, I feel like I’ve barely scratched the surface of this topic. There is so much more to say on the topic of temptation, and all the practical ways we can be fighting it. Really, I wish I had another 3 weeks with you all. But, in a way, I think it’s good that we didn’t get into the weeds of every topic, and the Lord isn’t giving me time to tell you what to do in every little circumstance. Because the goal isn’t that we have a perfectly laid out plan that allows us to walk through life with an armored bubble that doesn’t allow us to encounter temptation.
No, in this world we will face trouble and temptation. But Jesus has overcome this world. Jesus has overcome our sin. The goal here is that we walk with Jesus. The goal for your life and every moment you find yourself in is that you lean not on your own understanding, but on the finished work of the Cross.
Yes you will still wrestle with your sin. You will still face times of failure.
But know that the penalty for your sin is ultimately done away with and paid in full. The way of escape and the victory over that sin is there, waiting for you to walk in it as you choose the path of righteousness.
Galatians 5:1 – “It is for freedom that Christ has set you free. Stand firm, therefore, and do not submit again to a yolk of slavery.”
He who is mighty has done a great thing!
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Jesus and Temptation

So last week we looked at our sinful condition. We also looked at the pitfalls of relying on our own understanding when temptation arises, instead of going to the Lord and His word. We saw in scripture that we are sinful from the time of birth, our hearts/flesh/own understanding cannot be trusted. We cannot rely on ourselves to make the right decisions apart from Christ.
We saw this in the examples of Eve and Saul, who encountered situations where they needed to follow God’s word, even though it went against their own understanding, but chose to listen to their hearts leading to disaster.
We saw also that even though we are now delivered from the obligation to sin, we still suffer with temptation and our own sinful desires. As long as we are on this earth we are locked in a battle between our sinful nature, and the new nature that we have in Christ that desires to carry out His will. We’ve identified the problem in great detail, and now it’s time to start identifying the solution this week, before we figure out how to act on that solution next week.
I will give a little trigger warning here…I’m going to talk about some specific areas of sin related to our sexual desires. I hope and pray that those discussions will be an encouragement to you, and not cause anyone to stumble.
So, I think we can all agree that the ultimate goal would be for us to never sin, right? It’s also true that no human was ever sinless apart from Christ. So, this being the case, we should look at the first recorded case of Jesus resisting outright temptation. We’re going to read through a few accounts of Jesus’ temptation experience, starting in Matthew chapter four.
Matthew 4:1-11 – “Then Jesus was led up by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted by the devil. And after fasting forty days and forty nights, he was hungry. And the tempter came and said to him, “If you are the Son of God, command these stones to become loaves of bread.” But he answered, “It is written, “‘Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes from the mouth of God.’” Then the devil took him to the holy city and set him on the pinnacle of the temple and said to him, “If you are the Son of God, throw yourself down, for it is written, “‘He will command his angels concerning you,’ and “‘On their hands they will bear you up, lest you strike your foot against a stone.’” Jesus said to him, “Again it is written, ‘You shall not put the Lord your God to the test.’” Again, the devil took him to a very high mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world and their glory. And he said to him, “All these I will give you, if you will fall down and worship me.” Then Jesus said to him, “Be gone, Satan! For it is written, “‘You shall worship the Lord your God and him only shall you serve.’” Then the devil left him, and behold, angels came and were ministering to him.”
Mark 1:9-12 – In those days Jesus came from Nazareth of Galilee and was baptized by John in the Jordan. And when he came up out of the water, immediately he saw the heavens being torn open and the Spirit descending on him like a dove. And a voice came from heaven, “You are my beloved Son;d with you I am well pleased.” The Spirit immediately drove him out into the wilderness. And he was in the wilderness forty days, being tempted by Satan. And he was with the wild animals, and the angels were ministering to him.
The Setting / Context
Jesus was led by the spirit to be tempted. To me this implies that Jesus being tempted was part of the Holy Spirit’s plan. The spirit knew he needed to be tested. This is not to say that Jesus was being tempted by the spirit. The text directly says that he was to be tempted by the Devil, and James 1:13 explicitly says that God does not tempt anyone. But why did Jesus need to be tested in such an extreme way? He had already accomplished a feat of nuclear proportions by living a sinless life for decades up until this point. First off, he needed to do this because it was the will of God through the Holy Spirit. Secondly, I believe this sustains the words of Hebrews concerning Jesus…
Hebrews 4:15 – “For we do not have a high priest who is unable to empathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet he did not sin
Another thing that stands out is where he was led to. He was led into a wilderness. He was led into a place where all his physical needs would be on display. His need for shelter, food, water, companionship. He was led into a place where all he had was his relationship with God.
Another point that I think is quite profound, is that this temptation began right on the heels of Jesus being baptized. Now we know that for Jesus to be sinless, he encountered and was victorious over sin earlier in his life. His sinless life did not start at the moment he was baptized. But what I find compelling is this; the moment Jesus made a public proclamation of his heart orientation, he was tested. He was led by the Spirit into a physical place that increased his vulnerability to temptation, and the Enemy was right there ready to attack him. The text from Mark says the spirit drove him into the wilderness. I think the use of the word “drove” is compelling, as it brings to mind images of a cowboy driving the cattle before him…or maybe a shepherd driving a lamb.
We see in this text that it is possible to be tempted by the enemy directly even after we have the holy spirit in us. Jesus was the earthly embodiment of the holy spirit, had been physically descended on by the holy spirit, and was still tempted directly by the Devil. I am not arguing that the enemy is responsible for every temptation we experience; as we discussed at length last week we are inherently sinful apart from Christ, and struggle with that sin nature even as redeemed Saints. We are Saints with a sin problem, but the enemy takes full advantage of our weakness whenever he can. If Jesus, the embodiment of holiness, could be tempted by the devil…how much more can we faulty shells be tempted? Furthermore, scripture tells us that the enemy does in fact seek out who he can tempt and destroy.
THE TEMPTATION PROCESS:
Now that we have the setting, let’s look specifically at the temptation process that Jesus went through.
I would point to two things: First, if you look at most old testament prophets, and the Hebrew people as a whole, God led them into the desert or into a time of scarcity and trial, to test their faith in Him and their faithfulness to His word, and we see this at work in Jesus’ battle of temptation here. He was led, like His people before Him, into the desert where all He had was the Word of God and a directive to be obedient.
Now, I’m about to tell you something that you might already know, but it blew my mind when I realized it. I’m going to go slow in case anyone needs to pick their brains up off the floor like I did.
The enemy attacked Jesus in ways that correlated directly to how he attacked Eve.
The Enemy attempted to come against Jesus AND EVE in the following ways:
- He appealed to Jesus’ physical craving for food – How was Eve tempted? The enemy used her need for food.
- Equality with God; the enemy enticed Jesus to prove his significance by forcing the angels to save him and by showing off that he was the son of God by commanding stones to become bread – The enemy also tempted Eve to attempt becoming equal with God through the medium of food.
- Appealed to the lust of the eyes – he showed Jesus all the kingdoms of the earth that could be his. The last straw that led Eve to sin was seeing the fruit was beautiful and good to eat.
- I am firmly convinced that these correlations are purposeful on the part of our savior. Jesus suffered the same temptations that Eve did, but endured. I also think that it’s compelling that, while Jesus came to be the better Adam, He was tempted and victorious in the same way Eve should have been. He went through the same experience as the first woman, but without flaw.
Jesus saw through the overall theme of sin. Sin sin promises something that it cannot deliver on.
Sin promised Jesus guilt free food, if only he mis-used his power and gave into his cravings. Imagine what would happen if he had done this. Would it really be guilt free? Not only would he have misused his power, but in one fell swoop Jesus would have given up his sinless nature, and would have squandered the inheritance he has as our savior.
Sin promised Jesus glory and riches and abundance, if only he were to bow down and worship Satan. But we know that the Devil is powerless to follow through on his promises to provide us any good thing. Scripture tells us in James 1:17 that every good and perfect thing is from above. Coming down from the Father.
Sin promised Jesus safety and the boasting of being rescued by angels if only he threw himself off a high place. But I’m fairly confident that this would not have happened…as Jesus said, we don’t put the Lord our God to the test. And I think we’ve seen in scripture that trying to force God into action doesn’t usually work out well for the one doing the forcing. I think of the example from last week of Saul trying to force God’s favor to be with them by sacrificing a burnt offering that was not his to offer.
In our own experience, sin promises us things every day that it is powerless to deliver on, and it lies to us about the reality of sin itself:
Sin says, go ahead and tell that little white lie; you’ll save your skin and no one will know. You can move on with life. But we can’t; the guilt hangs over us and our stomachs drop when the topic is brought up. Even if we’re never found out, our sin damages our souls. No sin leaves us unscathed. Scripture shows us that all sin, no matter how “small” we perceive it to be, separates us from God.
Sin says, go ahead and tell your friend the juicy piece of gossip, or talk in code about it; you’re not technically spilling details that aren’t yours. It’s not gossip if you pray for them afterward. It’s not gossip if you both promise not to tell. You’ll have the relief of getting it off your chest and the other person will know how to pray for them better.
Ephesians 4:29 – Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen.
Scripture says in Proverbs 6:16-19 that a lying tongue is one of the things that the Lord hates and is detestable to Him!
Sin tells us reading a “christian romance novel” is fine. If the main characters quote scripture before they passionately make out it’s fine. You won’t be affected by it. You can’t look at someone to lust if you’re just reading about them! It’s not as bad as pornography. It’s okay to linger a little and let yourself feel some things. It’s such a fun book and the plot is good.
Sin says, just give in and watch a little porn. You need the release, and you’re not actually doing anything with another person. Sin says it’s okay to watch Bridgerton, or Highlander, or Game Of Thrones, or any of the popular shows that have heavy sexual themes. The main characters get married in the end, so if we don’t think about it too hard we can justify it. It’s not porn, is it? It’s just a TV show, and all the other parts are so good.
Sin says, masturbation isn’t mentioned in the bible, right? You’re not watching anything while you do it, are you? It’s just you and your body, and after all, God gave you the ability to do this. Is it wrong?
Colossians 3:5 – Put to death therefore what is earthly in you: sexual immorality, impurity, passion, evil desire, and covetousness, which is idolatry.
1 Corinthians 6:18 – Flee from sexual immorality. Every other sin a person commits is outside the body, but the sexually immoral person sins against his own body.
1 Peter 2:11 – Beloved, I urge you as sojourners and exiles to abstain from the passions of the flesh, which wage war against your soul.
Sin gets us to slowly, piece by piece, syllable by syllable, deconstruct God’s words, wisdom, and principles for the sake of our own pleasure.
Science is beginning to agree with God’s word in some of these areas as well, which I am grateful for, as it points to the truthfulness of scripture. The Integrative Life Center, for instance, has an amazing article on the effects of pornography on our brains. The effects of porn use are mostly universal with both men and women.
- Over time, pornography use makes us incapable or severely hampered in experiencing true pleasure. Our brains are really good at forming associations and dopamine reliance. Being aroused and experiencing a climax based on porn or erotic movies/tv shows trains our brains that we get dopamine from those circumstances. Regular or even occasional use of pornography trains your brain to only be aroused and experience pleasure when you watch porn. This means that those who indulge in this sin will find it very hard to engage with and experience real pleasure when they have a real partner in front of them.
- This type of addiction makes both men and women more likely to experience mental health issues, such as anxiety and depression.
I would offer new names for those conditions in this specific circumstance: Condemnation and shame. Especially in the life of a christian who is indwelt by the holy spirit, we do know deep down that our sin is wrong, and if we live in un-repentance, we feel the shame and condemnation of that sin.
Science has found out what God already told us. These sins not only harm our souls, like all sin does, but harms our bodies in a way that is measurable.
Sin makes promises it cannot fulfill. Sin leads us away by the hand, promising sunshine and rainbows and fulfillment, while we’re led down a path that pulls us away from God. When I think of Sin and the lies it tempts us to believe… so many stories come to mind.
King David, tempted to think that sleeping with another man’s wife could be swept under the rug, but no matter how hard he tried in his own power, the evidence came to light and led to destruction and loss of life. I can imagine that the whispers of temptation in his mind were that he could follow his lust just this once, and no one would know. After all, her husband was away and he was a powerful King; she wouldn’t dare refuse or disobey him. Even if David hadn’t killed Uriah, David’s sin led to destruction of the covenant between Bathseeba and her husband. Scripture doesn’t specifically tell us about Bathsheeba’s state in all this, but I’m sure she suffered greatly because of David’s sin toward her. Not only was she forced into a state of unfaithfulness by the king of a patriarchal culture, she was likely forced into secret keeping from her husband. Scripture never tells us that Uriah found out.
Ananias and Sapphira – we’re not told in the text exactly what they were tempted to believe, but I’m sure they didn’t think that lying about the money they gave to the apostles would end being six feet under.
And even in a culture that denies God’s word, we see the truth of it at play in our media and the stories that have been told for centuries.
In the original version of the little mermaid, Ariel is promised power to make the Prince fall in love with her, but because that power is rooted in darkness and deceit, she ends up forlorn and alone, blown away to become seafoam for the rest of her life while the Prince falls in love with someone else.
Anakin Skywalker in Star Wars. Plagued by the knowledge that some tragedy will befall his wife in the future, he’s allured by the dark side of the force. The dark side promises that if he only joins in, he will have the power he needs to save his wife. Yet that very power that he is lended by joining the dark side is the same power that leads to death and destruction of all he holds dear.
Then there’s Hansel and Gretel. Led away by their gnawing hunger they enter the witch’s house that is bedecked and lush with candy. She promises abundance, nourishment, and safety, but her real plans are for their destruction.
Jesus saw through all the lies and empty promises from the pits of hell, and walked onward in victory and glory. Now let’s take a look at how he did this.
JESUS’ RESPONSE:
Jesus responded with scripture.
Jesus declared his obedience to the Enemy, and told him to leave.
Jesus started almost all his responses with the words “For it is written” – this was not a self help mantra, or to remind himself of truth. “For it is written”, followed by a scriptural truth that was directly applicable to Jesus’ circumstances. Jesus was proclaiming to the Enemy that he was committed to walk in obedience, and who held the real power to provide good. That power residing only with the Father. Now these verbalized truths were only effective because they were rooted in God’s word and in truth. Saying “Mmm, not today Satan!” does not carry the same power as God’s word. Not even close. He responded only with scripture; no added frills. He didn’t add naming and claiming, insulting the devil, or debate the lies he was being tempted to believe. He replied with scripture alone. Scripture was then and is now all sufficient to fight the enemy and remind ourselves of the Truth. And that is what we see Jesus do here. Effectively, when every lie and empty promise was brought to Jesus, his response was to say “No, that’s not right, because my Word says this, and that’s what I hold to.”
Jesus was able to have this response for two reasons. One, He was God. But another consideration that I think is critical here…Jesus was saturated in the Word. Even apart from his being completely God, and as John says, Jesus was “The word”. Even part from this, as a Jewish boy, he would have been taught the scriptures from a young age and been saturated in them. We see in this account that, when pressed, Jesus’ default setting is to bleed scripture.
Jesus spoke truth to the lies of the Enemy out loud, directly. This was not some trick, or easy hack to get the Enemy to leave Him alone. Neither was this a one time fix. Jesus had to respond directly to every lie the enemy tempted Him to believe, over and over again until finally telling the enemy to leave and the temptation ceasing. Each time Jesus refuted the empty lies of temptation, the Enemy tried a new tactic, and so Jesus had to respond.
Jesus spoke to the Enemy. This is something quite controversial in the Church, and as such I approach this with gentleness. Before getting into this topic, I want to circle back to our discussion last week. We are first and foremost led astray by our own sinful desires, that spring out of our inherent sinful nature. Our sinful nature is our first enemy.
The Devil is not omnipresent like our Lord, so I do not argue that the devil is behind every sinful temptation and we should go around rebuking every bad attitude as if it’s not our sinful nature anymore, but just the Devil.
But it must be acknowledged that the enemy is at work in our sinful natures, and takes every opportunity given to him to work for our destruction and separation from God. It is clear from the account we see in Job that the Lord in his sovereignty does allow the enemy to work in this world and to put God’s people through trial. We see this when the Enemy approaches the Lord to seek his permission to persecute Job and make him suffer. We see this in the letter of Paul to the Corinithians, where he tells of how he has pleaded with the Lord to take away his affliction. Most scholars agree that he was talking about some kind of spiritual battle. (2 Corinthians 12)
James 1:13-15 – “Let no one say when he is tempted, “I am being tempted by God,” for God cannot be tempted with evil, and he himself tempts no one. But each person is tempted when he is lured and enticed by his own desire. Then desire when it has conceived gives birth to sin, and sin when it is fully grown brings forth death.
We first wrestle with our flesh, but if we do not master it, the enemy is there waiting to take advantage of our offered weakness, and drag us down. Our first enemy is our own sinful nature, but when the enemy sees that we are living in the flesh instead of the spirit, he readies his fiery darts to shoot through our lowered defenses.
I see no more compelling example of this than in Genesis 4.
Genesis 4:6-8 – “The Lord said to Cain, “Why are you angry, and why has your face fallen? If you do well, will you not be accepted? And if you do not do well, sin is crouching at the door. Its desire is contrary to you, but you must rule over it.”
Now I want to zoom in on the word “crouching” in this text. In the original Hebrew, the word used here is “rabats”. This word has a meaning that, quite honestly, whacked me over the head (No pun intended to Cain) . Just so there is no room for things to get lost in translation, I’m going to read directly from the concordance.
“The Hebrew verb “rabats” primarily means to lie down or recline, often used in the context of animals resting or crouching. It conveys a sense of rest, relaxation, or dwelling in a place. The term can also imply a posture of readiness or waiting, as seen in some biblical contexts. In ancient Near Eastern cultures, the imagery of animals lying down was common and often symbolized peace, security, and contentment. “
So, to phrase that scripture a little differently…if we do not “do well”, sin reclines and makes itself at home on our doorstep. This definition of the word implies that sin makes itself at home in us when we do not resist and rule over our flesh. While we acknowledge we have sinful nature, we must also be aware that there is a spiritual battle happening for our souls, for our affections, and for our attention. While the soul of those who believe in Christ is secure in Christ’s finished work at the cross, our affections and attentions are up for grabs on a daily basis. If we give into our flesh, the enemy will be thrilled to waltz through the door and devour our lives, piece by piece, through the open door we have provided. Spiritual warfare is a reality, whether we choose to engage with it or not.
Ephesians 6:12 – “For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places.”
To quote C.S Lewis, “There are two equal and opposite errors into which our race can fall about the devils. One is to disbelieve in their existence. The other is to believe, and to feel an excessive and unhealthy interest in them. They themselves are equally pleased by both errors and hail a materialist or a magician with the same delight.”
I think there is a brilliance to Lewis’ insight here. The devil would be pleased and delighted, if every believer disregarded the role that the demonic plays in the life of the believer. On the opposite side, the Devil I’m sure is pleased with new age spiritists or those who are led astray to extremes in the charismatic movement, who see demons behind every negative thought and every sickness. Who spend more time rebuking the devil or consulting crystals than they spend in loving their neighbor and reading the word of God.
So to reiterate, I do not believe that we solely need to focus on the devil, and spend all our time rebuking that which is outside of our flesh. Not at all. We have a sinful nature within ourselves that we need to be at work to master, with the help of the Holy spirit. But when we don’t do this work faithfully; when we engage with our sinful desires and begin to follow them, as Eve did, the enemy is there ready to take up residence and make a home for himself in our hearts. However, scripture is clear that we are able to directly oppose and resist the devil, by the power of the Holy Spirit and of scripture.
Ephesians 3:16-19 – “I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.”
James 4:6-8 – “Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded.”
Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you. By his power alone are we able to resist and oppose the enemy. We need to be saturated in the word of God in order to be able to come against the lies of sin. We need to be saturated in the word of God to even be able to discern between the leading of the holy spirit and our own thoughts. We need to be saturated in the word of God to know the difference between the lies of the enemy and the guidance of the Holy Spirit. We have authority, in Christ, to speak aloud the promises and truths of scripture in the power of Jesus name, and to resist temptation. To remind ourselves of the truth. To proclaim to the enemy, as Jesus did, that the enemy is a liar, and his empty promises have no place in our lives as redeemed saints.
I don’t know about you, but as I think of all the different facets of my own sin that I need to constantly be engaged in fighting, it’s exhausting. I know that each and every one of us here are intimately acquainted with just how deep and pervasive our sin is, how much we struggle to overcome it, and how gutting and deeply discouraging it is when we fail. As you listen to all the ways that we need to be on guard and vigilant toward our sin, it’s so easy to feel like tossing our hands heavenward and giving up. We know that we’ll still make mistakes or choose sin at times. We know we can’t do it perfectly, and that stings. It might make it hard to even want to try and live in holiness. We feel the condemnation from our past that still haunts us, the present that we struggle with, and the future that we just know we won’t be able to act out perfectly.
Psalm 139:7-16 – “Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence? If I go up to the heavens, you are there; if I make my bed in the depths, you are there. If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast. If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me and the light become night around me,” even the darkness will not be dark to you; the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to you. For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, i know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when i was made in the secret place, when I was woven together in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed substance; all the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.”
Romans 8:1-8 – “There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. For the law of the Spirit of life has set you free in Christ Jesus from the law of sin and death. For God has done what the law, weakened by the flesh, could not do. By sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh and for sin,he condemned sin in the flesh, in order that the righteous requirement of the law might be fulfilled in us, who walk not according to the flesh but according to the Spirit. For those who live according to the flesh set their minds on the things of the flesh, but those who live according to the Spirit set their minds on the things of the Spirit. For to set the mind on the flesh is death, but to set the mind on the Spirit is life and peace. For the mind that is set on the flesh is hostile to God, for it does not submit to God’s law; indeed, it cannot. Those who are in the flesh cannot please God.”
Psalm 103:13-17a – “As a father shows compassion to his children, so the Lord shows compassion to those who fear him. For he knows our frame; he remembers that we are dust. As for man, his days are like grass; he flourishes like a flower of the field; for the wind passes over it, and it is gone, and it’s place knows it no more. But the steadfast love of the Lord is from everlasting to everlasting on those who fear him,”
Hebrews 4:15 – “For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but one who in every respect has been tempted as we are, yet without sin”
He remembers your frame and that you are dust. He knows full well all that you are capable of, and all that you are not. The savior knows this because He came into this world in the likeness of sinful flesh, specifically to redeem you, and you, and you. He lived in this world in the flesh, facing every sinful temptation imaginable, yet without sin. He faced the temptation to lust, to steal, to lie, to cheat, to gossip. All the sins we struggle with, the ones we cannot even imagine, He endured and overcame. While we must engage in our sin struggles and seek in every situation to respond in the power of Christ, the full and final payment of our sins has been paid at the cross and our souls are safe with Christ. Christ has won the war, now it is ours to repel the fiery attacks of the enemy who nips at our heels while we walk home toward Christ.
I heard Krista Dunham teach once on Sanctification and she summed it up like this: “Sanctification is something that has happened, and is still happening.”
Beloved, Jesus knew every single sin you would ever commit when he chose to forgive you. He knew and forgave you, no matter how last-minute you gave in to your sin after struggling to resist. He knew and forgave you no matter how many times you’ve returned to your sin. He knew and forgave you, no matter how deep and pervasive the sin, or how seemingly trivial. The Savior saw it all and still chose to forgive you. This is our identity as redeemed daughters of the King. We are already eternally forgiven by a savior who loves us. It is now ours to operate from that standing we have as forgiven people, and live in the victory that is ours in Christ Jesus in our daily lives.
I’m really excited to get into the specifics of that in our final class next week. But for now, I want to leave you with this hope.
- 1 Corinthians 10:13 – “No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it.”
He who is Mighty has done a great thing!
-M